So I'm done with that Sunday shift and am quite exhausted. With Thanksgiving this week, I expect to be very busy. While I do like that feeling of being productive, whether working on a project or spending a lot of time out, I still value that time to myself so I can decompress and resituate myself for what's to come. But then as I do that I also feel the need to be productive, which sort of creates this unending cycle in a way. I do hope that as I continue to search for a career position of some sort something will work out that would allow me to be productive at work, and relax while I'm not, as that should hopefully improve that balance for me. Anyway, I'm sorry this blog post isn't as detailed or specific as the others, part of this blog for me is to just express what's going on for me so if anyone's in a similar situation they could relate and such. I had an idea of maybe doing themes for each day so I have something different to talk about beyond just what's occurring in my life, but I will see how I feel about it tomorrow. Well, that's all I have for today, and I hope to post again soon!